Life Of Kumar

16 August 2009

2009-08-16T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hey...
It has been a week or so since i have wrote...
Today was a boring day...
Didn't go anywhere....
Yesterday was really a great day for me...

Yesterday North Titans had a friendly match against some team...
We won 14 - 1, i Scored 5 Goals... assist abit here and there...
But the best part was it rained at the correct moment... when i was really quite down...
When i scored my 3rd goal the rain suddenly stop..
That was the moment where i forgot all my pain and sadness for a while...
After scoring the 5 th goal... i got slight injury on my right Ankle but is all good now..

Left all alone in a dark,quite and rainy place
Crying in pain and misery
As the rain pours on me
the tear and rain droplet mix and falls to the ground....
Looking at the ground seeing my own reflection with no one beside...
As i slowly rise my head up turning to the East looking for someone
but there wasn't anyone.. So i turn my head to the West looking for someone...
But there wasn't anyone too... So i turn my head to the North looking for someone
But there wasn't anyone there too... I turn my whole body to the South Hoping And praying
Someone was there... But there wasn't anyone there too...
Crying in pain i countine too walk in that lonely,dark and rainy place....
with no shelter or clothes to keep me warm and with no people around me to cheer me up...
hoping some day that will all change
Hoping a shelter or clothes to keep me warm
Hoping someone will be at my side...
Hoping you will be at my side...
Hoping happiness will be there too...
Hoping Life would change from Worst to Good...

I WILL FIGHT TILL THE VERY END...
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
NO MATTER WHAT....

~*KuMaR*~*26*~*NaHdA*~

06 August 09

2009-08-06T10:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a wild day for me.
I was having a high fever in the afternoon.
i thought it was just normal fever a rest might have lower my temperature.
But it didn't at all, It kept raising and raising until about 40 Degree.
I was totally shock that i was able to walk.
My Bro Yu Xuan said "why did u come to school when i was not feeling well".
So i reply "it started just."
He told me to go home but i didn't want to go at all.
I was totally disappointed with myself for not able to help My Bros in the kite event.

Told K.y that i was not feeling well.
He say he was going to complain to Mr Darren.
But i stop him, he went around asking for pendol.
Thanks alot K.y.
But no one had pandol at all.
after the dissmial K.y went to Dom and said I was not feeling well.
Dom Yelled at me and force me to go to the Doctor.
I told him not today maybe tomorrow since i didn't hve any cash in my hand.
He said he didn't care at all. He wants me to go see a doctor Now.
Then i said ok.
Dom and K.y paid for me for see the doctor.
Thanks alot guys. You Guys Rock.
Msg some of my friends.
They told me to take care thanks alot guys for the reply.
I will somehow pay you guys back.

To get you Guys as friends i will never regret.

~*KuMaR*~*26*~*NaHdA*~

1 August 09

2009-08-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

It has been couple of days since i wrote.

Today morning i was at home, thinking about tomorrows soccer tournament
aiming to be Champs.
Then i receive a SMS saying "there would be training today afternoon"
So i when for the "training" there were some people over there using the field
so we asked them if we could have a match with them.
I didn't play for the first match though because i was a bit lazy.
after the match was over we had another match.
This time i played because the team was a bit challenging.
I had fun playing against team.
i assisted one beautiful goal, Nearly scored a goal.
then i became a bit piss off since my team didn't play well.
Conceding more then 4 goals.
So i decided to become the goalkeeper.
I saved a lot of goals and broke then attacking ways.
nearly got injured well trying to save on a 2 on 1 situation.
Manage to keep a clean sheet though.
But was just a bit disappointed with the team and myself.

Just feeling so down this few weeks or months.
I am really trying my best to smile and stay positive
but i can't, i keep falling down.
It just to hard to live in a place and world like mine.
Where all the odds are against you.

This few weeks it has been raining heavily as it rain i walk under rain

As the rain hits my face and touches the ground so as my tears.

I have never gave up you no matter what.
I just want to see you smile that is all with him.
That is why i am not fighting for you now.
For now he can make you smile not me.
I can't do anything to make you smile.
But i know you are trying to fade me away from your life
If that makes you happy, i will fade myself away from your life.
But let you know, I will never fade you away from my life no matter what.

~*KuMaR*~*26*~*NaHdA*~

26 July 09

2009-07-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hey, it has been along time since i have post.

hm what should i blog about today?

let me start from 24 July.

On 24 July was TAN YANHAO B'DAY aka (CM)

hehes, wish him and disturb him on that day hehes.

I am just disappointed that i didn't have the cash to go for his party.

someone of them said they would pay for me but i said don't want.

Because they pay for my expenses nearly alot of staff since the day i enter to ITE

thanks alot my brothers, friends and Ms Angelia for helping me in my finances.

On the 25 July 09, Had a soccer match yesterday it was a disappointing match.

the team didn't play as well as i thought they would.

But on the bright side i scored a beautiful goal with a assist from Arfard =D.

Today, Is my b'day receive a sms came at 0000 hrs was very happy that someone remember

my b'day after 2 am, i receive another sms, after that i didn't get any wishes. around 2 pm i receive sms and IM from my friends.

Was totally sad that my parents never wished me a HAPPY B'DAY at all =(

What i told was true, I am totally

"LEFT ALL ALONE IN A LONELY PATH"

"SEEING NOTHING BUT A DARK AND COOL PATH'

"HURTING AND CRYING IN PAIN INSIDE MY HEART"

Guess Pain and Sadness Is my life....

Guess i got to live this pain and sadness by myself

~*KuMaR*~*26*~*NaDhA*~

5 July 09

2009-07-05T10:34:00.002+08:00

HeyHey..... Today is my friends b'day Yu Xuan....
Happy B'day Yu Xuan.... sorry man... i can't buy anything for u =(
Hope you have a great day today =D

Walking in alonely path a never ending path see nothing but just lights lit on the path.
Carrying the bag of sadness and pain on my back and walking towards the end of the path.
As i keep walking to find the end of the path, i had alot of wall infront of me blocking my way
to find the end of path.
I tried breaking them down but it seems the more i try to break them down there more walls
infront of me blocking my way.
What should i do? should i juz give up and walk away? or should i keep breaking those things
down to find what is at the end of the path?
while walking i trip fell on my knees, I force myself up to continue my journey.
with those blood flowing from knees i continue my journey to find the end of the path.
Will I ever reach that path?? it is unkown.
Will i Lose more people which i care and love?
When i reach the end of that path will I smile or will i cry in pain?
Hoping that someone will be there waiting for me.

~*KuMaR*~*26*~*NaDhA*~

27 JuNe 09

2009-06-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hey... it has been along time since i updated my blog...
well... i had alot of things to update but i was juz a bit lazy to update my blog...

Well.. this year seems to be the year which totally brought me down
alot of unexpected things happen... alot of pain and sadness...
when i reach at the state of happiness it pulls me down...
I could still climb to reach the happiness that time...
NOW.... it totally pull me to a stage where it is hard to smile or even be positive...

ALOT OF PAIN,SADNESS,DISAPPOINTMENT AND LONELINESS INSIDE ME!!!

Damn.... i am not sure i am a HERO anymore...
I am not sure weather i can be positive anymore...
Will i ever find my true self??

I am Totally lost... lost in the dark... i am able to see the light at the end of the road...
but when i keep walking towards the light it seems like it is getting further away from me...
when i reach to the light... i suddenly fall back to the dark and lonely path...
should i give up?? should i let the darkness win over me?? should i let the sadness win over me??
Has all my Hard work gone into the drain??
SHOULD I TOTALLY GIVE UP EVERYTHING??

Wait.... what am i thinking?? why am i thinking this way??
What is wrong me??

I am becoming a human toy to ppl.... they think they can mess wf my feelings...
my heart and my feelings...
i am getting blame for things which i dun do...
i am getting blame for being kind...
i am getting blame for be their friend....
i am getting blame for trying to make a person smile..
i am getting blame for trying to be myself...

LET ME SAY SOMETHINGS TO THOSE PPL!!!!!!
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PRETEND TO BE OTHERS!!!!
I CAN'T BE LIKE THE PERSON WHO U LIKE OR WHATEVER!!!!
i only can be myself... it feels funny not being your ownself...

~*KuMaR*~26*~*NaDhA*~

15 April 09

2009-04-15T16:29:00.003+08:00

Today was a disappointing day....
Due to my ankle injury... my ankle swell...
i could not walk properly...
because of this i missed my school!!!!
DAMN!!!!! Stupid injury....
Hate it when i get injured...

Haixz...
what is done is done... can't change it...
hope the injury will recover as soon as possible...
so as my Broken injuries in life.....

~*KuMaR*~26*~NaDhA*~

12 April 09

2009-04-12T19:25:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time since i updated my blog...

well i had nothing to update about...

Today was a disappointing day, due to my injury i can't play a soccer tournament...

i was really excited about this tournament..

just can't believe that because of this i missed it...

Well.... School holiday is going to end soon..

quite happy... because i do not need to hear some staff...

This few months or weeks.... it had been a really tough time...

Sad news after Sad news... Pain after Pain.....

I just feel like crying at a corner, I just can't do it... just for some people...

I just want to Scream and punch the wall.... , i just can't do it.... just for some people...

I am in a place where HELL and HEAVEN doesn't exist just plan dark place...

where you see nothing, Just nothing.... in a dark place

where not even a single bit of light is lighted up...

With A Broken Heart, A Broken Soul and A Broken Life...

I am able to still fight....

POEM

Walking In A Lonely And Dark Place

Where there is No Lights, No Sound

No Voice....

Just Tear,Pain and Sadness

In That Dark And Lonely Place.

~*KuMaR*~*NaDhA*~*26*~

22 February 09

2009-02-22T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hahas... it has been a long time since i blogged...

hm... well let see if anything interesting happen...

well... ytd we had a RSAF and ST Aerospace scholarship talk..

it was good... had to be a tour guide for parents...

to show what their sons and daugther....

are learning in sch... hahas... i was quite nervous....

but had some help from my friends...

Today i had a soccer match in the morning...

my team won... hahas... but we played against the team was rough tough....

hahas... surprising this is my first time not getting injuried when playing soccer..

hahas...

well...got nothing to say.... hahas....

Life is tough...

we have to fight them to make it easy...

Pain is still growing in me...

will it ever end??

~*KuMaR*~*NaDhA*~26

01 February 09

2009-02-01T19:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was fun Naresh, Boon Hock, Bala, Naitien and me..

We went to Sembawang Park...
we stay over night at Sembanwang Park to catch crab and fish..
but i guess the crab and fishes when for oversea....
because there was not much of crabs and fishes over there..
we had fun at there... cracking jokes... making fun of each other....
we played 21 hahas... learn some trick from the "master" boon hock..
hahas... boon hock and me were damn lucky yesterday... we kept winning...
hahas... with some trick on our sleeve
we made some friends over there....
hahas..
but they are old only... hehes...
we came back around 8 am...
never slept the whole night...
saw fireworks at there too...
it was quite nice..
hehes..
Naresh mum cooking was very nice to eat...
Naresh dun forget to tell your mum thanks for the food...
hehes..
that is about it i guess...

"As i grow up, My pains grow too..."

I am still fighting...

I will never give up...

there is a soultion for every problem...

There are your close ones and friends to give you a helping hand to slove that problem...

^^ =) =P

~*KuMaR*~*NaHdA*~26

21 January 2009

2009-01-21T21:11:00.003+08:00

today i had practical in the morning...

it was fun... did the greasing for the air craft landing gear..
it was dirty but had alot of fun...
hehes....
we had a tough time finding the greasing spot...
becoz we were tall....
lucky we had Slping Beauty which had a nice height to find it...
hehes...

Hm.... today plan to go soccer training but can't too tired...

slept in class for a while...

coz at nite can't slp properly... Xp

haixz ytd P.E can't even play Floorball...

not fair.....

todays theory for ASM was not bad...

i was able to understand...

but was tired.. to listen...

but i manage to compelet my work..

hehes...

Nthing much to say... hahas...

if i have to conutine it will be sad..

hahas...

it is a painful,heart breaking and sadness... life...

but i still am strong and proud to live in it...

there will be pain in the start but will be all better later stage...

can't wait for that stage... juz can't...

i will nvr forget you....

Tears are falling but it juz can't be seen...

~*KuMaR*~26

20 January 09

2009-01-20T19:58:00.003+08:00

sorry for not blogging this couple of days...
haha....
didn't know what to type...
hahas...
anyways...

last week Saturday... i had a soccer match damn... it was super fun..
hahas... i scored a goal....
damn i missed some great shots...
well i can't change anything...
hahas.....

haixz... still sad...
damn it is painful...
aft one pain another pain will keep coming...
what can i do...
i juz can smile...
i can't cry...
what else can i do....

walking in path of pain and sadness...
but i know i will reach a path where all the pain and sadness will go...
but for how long will it take.... for how long will i be in that sadness and pain path...

~*KuMaR*~26

14 January 2009

2009-01-14T19:04:00.003+08:00

today was a boring day..
today when for lesson..
which i totally... dun understand..
need to self study i guess..
hahas...
Today the wind was great..
i forgot myself for a moment..
hahas...
then i rmb that i was abit late for lesson...
hahas...
later going to play soccer i guess...
hahas..
super boring...

Haixz came bck home...
had a sad news...
dad.... has to go dialysis...
one problem after another...
ARHH!!!! tough life....
A very tough life....

i have this feeling like both of parents are going to leave me...
life is so hard....
i wish i could cry...
but i guess i can't...
need a shoulder to cry...
but there isn't...

i heard of this sentence...
A TOUGH LIFE BUT A STRONG PERSON...
HE WILL BE A SOMEONE WHEN HE OR SHE GROWS UP!!!

i believe in that...
i know i am one of them...
i will be a someone in the futher

~*KuMaR*~26

12 January 09

2009-01-12T18:26:00.003+08:00

Yo!!!!

today was a great day...

hahas... today class started late...

aft lesson we had practical...

it was fun... learn how to dissemble the toruch...

hahas...

then assemble back... lols..

my grp has been change to L2 lols...

can't wait for next week when we start to do some work on the sheetmetal..

HAHAS!!!!!

can't wait...

But still i am sad that i can't get her heart...

haixz...

guess i am not fit to get her...

guess i am not handsome...

haixz...

maybe my heart is also not good for her...

~*Dead*~*KuMaR*~26

11 January 09

2009-01-11T11:03:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone....
sorry for not updating my blog for couple weeks....
hahas... nthing much to updated..
hm...
today early in the morning 8 am went to the soccer field at blk 484...
to train my soccer... shots...
i was surprise today... when i took those shots...
it was hard and accurate...
my ball control is quite good...
need to improve on my stamina and speed...
i am super weak at those two...
need to get fit too...
I need tip,help and someone to monitor me...
then i have the confident to be more fit....

Last week school started...
it rock... but i still don't understand the airframe theory still...
got to keep studying too...
engine was cool and super fun...
it was confusing but fun...
can't wait to start my practical... for engine and airframe...
hahas....

even though it is a good week...
it was crush into piece...
when i found out that the girl i like is in love with another guy....
that guy is taller and handsome i guess...
like someone told me....
"ME HANDSOME CAN VOMIT BLOOD"
well i agree to that sentence...
guess... i don't deserve to love like her...
= (

~*DeAd*~*~*KuMaR*~*NaHdA*~ 26

25 December 2008

2008-12-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas too all my buddys...
Even though it is a special day...
i didn't do much..
woke up.. brush teeth ate lunch and breakfast..
nthing much...
when to the field to train soccer abit...
did some workout..
nthing special i guess...
but only 1 special thing...
i saw my parents smile greatly..
i will nvr forget this day...

it has been raining for this couple of days...
it seems am down i guess...

The rain acts as my tears
As my tears fall to the ground so as my pain in my heart...

When i am lost your my compass to home..
When i am in a path on loneliness you are there waiting for me at the other path to welcome me...
When i am down you make me laugh...
When i am mad u make me smile....
When you are down i am there to cheer u up..
I love you from my btm of my heart

~*KuMaR*~26

15 December 2008

2008-12-15T21:52:00.014+08:00

Today i really had a wonderful time...

hahas... when for archery....
hehes... did some crazy stuff with me close friends....
look at the pics...
We were clowning ourself... hehes...

You are look at The Further Hero...

hahas...

Trying to be hitler i guess...

HAHAS...!!

today i really enjoy to the max....

i never laugh until like for a long time...

hahas thanks alot guys...

You guys rock..

I am still missing you badly...

I might be smiling on the outside....

but pain in the inside...

~*KuMaR*~26

09 December 2008

2008-12-09T18:05:00.002+08:00

Lols... injured my knee again hahas...
naresh is back from australia... bought for me
a gift... thanks bro for the gift...
he said it was cool at there...
the weather was cold... the place was beautiful..
he went to theme park had alots of fun...
hehehes.... cool bro u enjoyed at there..
oh yea... i nearly forgot...i have a new friend...
name is divya... she is a sweet girl... very kind... funny too..

today nthing interesting happen...
rain had stopped.. haixz... gonna miss it..
hehes..

I am still chasing aft u...
wonder will u be mine??
hahas...
nthing much to say...

~*KuMaR*~26

2 December 2008

2008-12-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

Today studied for my upcoming exam on Thursday...
Did some workout....
I could see some improvements....

This few days i have been down in the dumps i am not sure what is the reason...
But i felt like crying but i keep holding back.... for them....
I have been suffering a lot this days...
but i still can smile...
Because of my strong positive thinking i guess....
hehes :)

i cannot keep thinking about pains for now...
i have to concentrate on my goals...
I must keep smiling :), for them...

I did many sacrifices for many people....
but people just take that for granted...
what can i do...
hahas...
i believe in Kama
what goes around sure to come around...

i walking in a lonely path where no one is there....
do i deserve this loneliness path.???
i guess.... so...
hahas :'(

life is full of sadness... but it can be over... if you want to....
Fight till the end...
Never to give up...
Thought you understand me but....
I will still chase for you no matter...

~*KuMaR*~26

27 November 08

2008-11-27T20:02:00.004+08:00

today... had helicopter test hahas...
i think i can pass...hahas... thanks alot teacher for the help...
today when to woodland library... slack at there from 3 - 4.30...
lols... i saw "Princess EMO" at there... slacking for a while
thn went off...
hahas...
this few weeks had couple of test...
saw improvement but no so gd...
i know i score btr thn this...

My Motto "Never To Give Up"
"When u fall... wake up and keep moving..."

Still chasing aft my dream...
Still chasing for you..
but... it is hard i guess...
got to keep smiling :)

~*KuMaR*~26

22 November 2008

2008-11-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

today was a great day i think hahas...
today when to gym...
did some workout...
did some revision... exam coming super near...
hehes... all the best to my pals..
this few days... i am really dissappointed with how i score for my test...
hate those marks...
got to study more hard...

I can't give up... no matter what...
I will climb to reach my goal...
even i fall down... i will still force myself to climb
AND NEVER TO GIVE UP!!!!!!

u seem to be leaving me...
it is ok...i know i am not ur type of person...
but i am who i am...
i think u will find a btr person thn me...
BUT I WILL NEVER FIND A BETTER PERSON LIKE YOU!!!
:'(

~*KuMaR*~26

12 november 2008

2008-11-12T19:38:00.004+08:00

lols.. long time never write at here hahas...
It has been 2 weeks i think since my dad is in the hospital...
Haixz... he is still sick... feel like one to drop tears... but can't
hahas... i promise myself not to drop a single tear at all...
"if anything were to happen to him..." i swear i will not drop a tear..
i told this to myself.. why should i cry... he did all of gd things for me..
i should be happy for what he did, not cry... when time comes it must come...
i can't stop it... :)

Today had Electrical test... hahas.. didn't know how to do some..
Need to hand in sheetmetal hwk tmr hahas...
Still not complete... hahas...but i will hehes...
Test is coming near too... hahas..
I think i can do well... hahas
I think i am too kind.. sometimes..
I wonder why am i so kind ...
Why i can't get angry easily...
lols...

Man i am still chasing aft my dream...
hahas...
Never to give up..

Life is rough but i got to keep moving forward and not to turn back
I think u hate me... but i will never hate u no matter what...
u were never there for me once...
how could i stand all this sadness...
i not sure... but i know i am strong..
i got to KEEP SMILING :)

~*KuMaR*~26

27 October 2008

2008-10-27T20:04:00.002+08:00

Man today is a boring day...
nthing to do whole day...
did some touch up on my grp LP project..
played warcraft aft that...
did some final check on my hwk...
hahas... forget got Heli hwk....
doing on it... :p
today is Deepavali... :(
my house no point celebrating Deepavali...
dad is still in hospital..doctor say he has confirm kidney problem..
haixz.... life is juz like that what can we do hehes...
i must keep smiling :)

~*KuMaR*~26

25 October 2008

2008-10-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

today had archery training...
i shoot v badly lols...
because it is not the weight i carry
hahas...
so hard to shoot yellow sia...
hehes...
nvm got to try harder n harder...
so bored now ondays...
doing hwk... abt to finish bt still dunnoe some qus ...
Haixz Test coming up next week have to "study" hard :P
nthing to write already hehes...

~*KuMaR*~26

24 October 2008

2008-10-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

Today was a fun day hahas..
got wet in the rain :) ...
so fun to get wet in the rain :) ..
today had archery training..
man i still lousy in it....
haixz.. got to train super hard on it :)
tmr got training...
must train super hard hehes....

~*KuMaR*~26
:)

23 October 2008

2008-10-23T19:21:00.004+08:00

SADNESS..

On the 19 October My dad fell ill again...
This time it was serious my dad just suddenly wasn't himself....
He was talking to himself.. he said "he doesn't have the strength to move"..
so had to call the ambulance to take him to the hospital..
they doctor say he has kidney problem..
Haixz... new new sickness are just popping out for my dad and family...
The girl i admire.... It seems that she is ignoring me...
I am not sure what is the reason..
So many painful things for me...
Haixz... hard life...
Wish My parents would DIE!!!
i know People will think i am an idiot who doesn't love his parents..
But is it fair to see them suffer every single day...
Dad has no toe and has a lot of sickness..
Mum has knee problem... she always say it is painful...
it is not easy for me to look at them every single day..

MUM and DAD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
but... i am sorry i have to wish for this..
Is because i love you So Much that i have to wish this for you :'(

HARD LIFE FOR ME
BUT AS I SAY I WILL SMILE NO MATTER WHAT.... :)

I have choices to be sad... or to forget those pain and smile :)
I choose forget those Pain and Smile :)
From now on i will smile no matter how painful and hurting it is...

Wish the girl i admire now is with me ....

~*KuMaR*~26

19 October 2008

2008-10-19T11:56:00.003+08:00

2 Days ago my class and i when to the old folks home which is at yishun.
The Joy Centre place. We did well the old Folks had seriously fun :)
which good to know.. lols.. zakiah took my pic...
lols... wasted i should have hide myself...
hahas.. lucky shoot

18 September 2008

2008-09-19T06:53:00.002+08:00

Man i was dissappointed with myself today..
can't belived that becoz of me my team lost..
but we manage to go to 4th out of 7 teams
Kok yang got 2nd in the solo round his ponit was 324 man that is good
I and nicholes got 294 for our solo round hahas..
we need to improve more..
i will be in the camp for 19- 22 sep.
alright now gtg write some other day

~*KuMaR*~26

17 September 2008

2008-09-17T19:22:00.002+08:00

Today is the best day for me ..
when for archery tourment got top top 7 out of 21
hehes.. improve alot but need to improve more :).
Tmr got to wake up early n go for archery again :)
man today is really tired anyways..
i am sick still got to keep fighting :)

~*KuMaR*~26

13 September 2008

2008-09-14T07:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a fun day.. hahas
Played pool at midnite ... lols so noob lose to Boon and Naresh
wah... i so noob : P. Nvm I will sure be better than them 100%..
Yesterday afternoon when to cousin house..
Just to check how is he and his family.
Anyways exam is coming near for me and my Friends.
Boon n Naresh n my friends..
Study hard man..
Boon u better get good result hor..
if not u will later stage know.
Naresh same to u..
All my friends too..

Peace Out
~*KuMaR*~26

10 September 08

2008-09-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

Yoyo
sorry nvr updated blog long time.
Today class started at 8am, it was quiet fun.
After that had S&W(P.E).
Played soccer, man my soccer skill has drop so as my stamina.
Got to train hard for both of it.
Good news was my shoot accuracy is better then last time.
My power shot is more stronger.
Tmr is Helicopter Presentation, wonder we did well.
Class test coming very soon
got to "study hard".
Nothing to say already
brain empty hahas.

~*KuMaR*~26

What happen yesterday

2008-08-23T19:03:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i had a class test, Man i was so disappointed that i didn't do well,
I know i will do better next time :) .
After school i went for my ARCHERY Practices.
it was fun and i was glad that I improve my shooting, but need to train more on accuracy.
After archery i went home start to carry weights to train my muscles hahas.
Nothing to say i guess. So Peace Out YEAH!!

~*KuMaR*~26

Wishing for parents DEATH

2008-08-20T19:31:00.005+08:00

I wish my parents are Dead!!!!
People think i am cold hearted person after seeing this reason
think again am i cold hearted or...

The reason i want my parents to die is..
they are suffer way too much,
ever single day getting sick and showing that they are not.
They are the best parents a kid could wish for but.. for a good thing there is always bad staff.
As they suffer more i would cry in my heart.
Every single day i would come back see my dad without a toe and a pinkie toe.
It is hard for me to see him.
My mum would compliant that her knee is pain.
I........ can't continue anymore tears falling for my eyes.
It is just to painful to see them suffer

FriendShip

2008-08-19T20:34:00.003+08:00

Friendship is not a person which you can buy from a shop!
Friendship is a person who really trust in you and understands you.
When there is a problem a friend will be there for you.
When you are down a friend is there to cheer you up.
When you need advice a friend is there to give one.
Friendship should never be misused.
I hate it when people say our friendship is over.
I like all my friends i Never Would Like To Lose One.
Even if you hate me, I will never hate a friend.
Never to destroy a friendship later stage you might regret it!
Remeber i am always there to give a hand and advice ( even though i am not good at it)
I will do my best to help you!!
Friends for life MY FRIENDS !!!!

Life

2008-08-19T19:55:00.005+08:00

Life is something you should cherish until death.
There sure to be success and failure
How to gain to your success?
By learning your failure.
Learnt it hard, there might scare you but you have to overcome it to reach success.
It might be hard to overcome your failure but there are a couple of helping hand for you.
They are your family and friends.
They will stick with you no matter what is the failure.
If you fail once Never To Give Up!!!
Keep Trying and Trying till you reach your success.

I failed many times but i am trying to learn from it.

Life of Kumar

2008-08-17T21:29:00.004+08:00

On the 26th July 1991

The day when Kumar was born, the day of bad luck arrives.

When he was 4 years old, he had his first canning for a thing which he didn't do.

Someone told that he stole their staff. As 3 years pass he kept getting cane for staff he didn't do.

He would run away from the person who is gonna hit him and hide behind his parents, his grandpa or his uncle.

When he was 4-7 years old, he didn't have any friends.

He should feel sad, but for a weird reason he didn't,

because he treated the sky as his close friend and brother.

I know it sounds funny, but it was true.

He would look at the sky after he gets cane or feeling sad.

The sky would show a funny looking face and it cheered him up.

When ever it rains, he would run out of the house and play in the rain.

After playing in the rain, his parents, uncle and grandpa looks at him and laughs at

him when he comes home all muddy.

When he reach at the age of 8. He met a real friend, he was happy to meet a friend

they were so close together, they played soccer, they played badminton together and get caught

together.

Until he reach the age of 11, kumar changed school. Over there he met his true friends.

But the happiness stop at age 12, when got cane for a staff which he really didn't do at all.

he cried loudly because the cane was not a normal cane. It was a tick cane.

People started looking down on his family,

saying his family not one person is able to surpass Pri 6.

saying they were low class, his family further is not bright so on and so far.

The people who inulted his family were happy because his Big sis didn't even take her PSLE.

They said to his family was useless.

On that day Kumar said to himself, I WILL NEVER GIVE UP.

He study hard and he really wanted to proof to the people that his family is not useless.

When the PSLE result came out. The people who look down on his family, kept quiet.

But After he when to sec 1, The same people Cursed him saying he will never complete his N level.

But he did it, passing his N level. Making them sealing their mouth.

There were alot of sadness in life which he didn't mention.

Signing Off

Kumar