12 April 09

It has been a long time since i updated my blog...

well i had nothing to update about...

Today was a disappointing day, due to my injury i can't play a soccer tournament...

i was really excited about this tournament..

just can't believe that because of this i missed it...

Well.... School holiday is going to end soon..

quite happy... because i do not need to hear some staff...

This few months or weeks.... it had been a really tough time...

Sad news after Sad news... Pain after Pain.....

I just feel like crying at a corner, I just can't do it... just for some people...

I just want to Scream and punch the wall.... , i just can't do it.... just for some people...

I am in a place where HELL and HEAVEN doesn't exist just plan dark place...

where you see nothing, Just nothing.... in a dark place

where not even a single bit of light is lighted up...

With A Broken Heart, A Broken Soul and A Broken Life...

I am able to still fight....

POEM

Walking In A Lonely And Dark Place

Where there is No Lights, No Sound

No Voice....

Just Tear,Pain and Sadness

In That Dark And Lonely Place.

~*KuMaR*~*NaDhA*~*26*~

22 February 09

Hahas... it has been a long time since i blogged...

hm... well let see if anything interesting happen...

well... ytd we had a RSAF and ST Aerospace scholarship talk..

it was good... had to be a tour guide for parents...

to show what their sons and daugther....

are learning in sch... hahas... i was quite nervous....

but had some help from my friends...

Today i had a soccer match in the morning...

my team won... hahas... but we played against the team was rough tough....

hahas... surprising this is my first time not getting injuried when playing soccer..

hahas...

well...got nothing to say.... hahas....

Life is tough...

we have to fight them to make it easy...

Pain is still growing in me...

will it ever end??

~*KuMaR*~*NaDhA*~26

01 February 09

Yesterday was fun Naresh, Boon Hock, Bala, Naitien and me..

We went to Sembawang Park...
we stay over night at Sembanwang Park to catch crab and fish..
but i guess the crab and fishes when for oversea....
because there was not much of crabs and fishes over there..
we had fun at there... cracking jokes... making fun of each other....
we played 21 hahas... learn some trick from the "master" boon hock..
hahas... boon hock and me were damn lucky yesterday... we kept winning...
hahas... with some trick on our sleeve
we made some friends over there....
hahas..
but they are old only... hehes...
we came back around 8 am...
never slept the whole night...
saw fireworks at there too...
it was quite nice..
hehes..
Naresh mum cooking was very nice to eat...
Naresh dun forget to tell your mum thanks for the food...
hehes..
that is about it i guess...

"As i grow up, My pains grow too..."

I am still fighting...

I will never give up...

there is a soultion for every problem...

There are your close ones and friends to give you a helping hand to slove that problem...

^^ =) =P

~*KuMaR*~*NaHdA*~26

21 January 2009

today i had practical in the morning...

it was fun... did the greasing for the air craft landing gear..
it was dirty but had alot of fun...
hehes....
we had a tough time finding the greasing spot...
becoz we were tall....
lucky we had Slping Beauty which had a nice height to find it...
hehes...

Hm.... today plan to go soccer training but can't too tired...

slept in class for a while...

coz at nite can't slp properly... Xp

haixz ytd P.E can't even play Floorball...

not fair.....

todays theory for ASM was not bad...

i was able to understand...

but was tired.. to listen...

but i manage to compelet my work..

hehes...

Nthing much to say... hahas...

if i have to conutine it will be sad..

hahas...

it is a painful,heart breaking and sadness... life...

but i still am strong and proud to live in it...

there will be pain in the start but will be all better later stage...

can't wait for that stage... juz can't...

i will nvr forget you....

Tears are falling but it juz can't be seen...

~*KuMaR*~26

20 January 09

sorry for not blogging this couple of days...
haha....
didn't know what to type...
hahas...
anyways...

last week Saturday... i had a soccer match damn... it was super fun..
hahas... i scored a goal....
damn i missed some great shots...
well i can't change anything...
hahas.....

haixz... still sad...
damn it is painful...
aft one pain another pain will keep coming...
what can i do...
i juz can smile...
i can't cry...
what else can i do....

walking in path of pain and sadness...
but i know i will reach a path where all the pain and sadness will go...
but for how long will it take.... for how long will i be in that sadness and pain path...

~*KuMaR*~26

14 January 2009

today was a boring day..
today when for lesson..
which i totally... dun understand..
need to self study i guess..
hahas...
Today the wind was great..
i forgot myself for a moment..
hahas...
then i rmb that i was abit late for lesson...
hahas...
later going to play soccer i guess...
hahas..
super boring...

Haixz came bck home...
had a sad news...
dad.... has to go dialysis...
one problem after another...
ARHH!!!! tough life....
A very tough life....

i have this feeling like both of parents are going to leave me...
life is so hard....
i wish i could cry...
but i guess i can't...
need a shoulder to cry...
but there isn't...

i heard of this sentence...
A TOUGH LIFE BUT A STRONG PERSON...
HE WILL BE A SOMEONE WHEN HE OR SHE GROWS UP!!!

i believe in that...
i know i am one of them...
i will be a someone in the futher

~*KuMaR*~26

12 January 09

Yo!!!!

today was a great day...

hahas... today class started late...

aft lesson we had practical...

it was fun... learn how to dissemble the toruch...

hahas...

then assemble back... lols..

my grp has been change to L2 lols...

can't wait for next week when we start to do some work on the sheetmetal..

HAHAS!!!!!

can't wait...

But still i am sad that i can't get her heart...

haixz...

guess i am not fit to get her...

guess i am not handsome...

haixz...

maybe my heart is also not good for her...

~*Dead*~*KuMaR*~26