SADNESS..
On the 19 October My dad fell ill again...
This time it was serious my dad just suddenly wasn't himself....
He was talking to himself.. he said "he doesn't have the strength to move"..
so had to call the ambulance to take him to the hospital..
they doctor say he has kidney problem..
Haixz... new new sickness are just popping out for my dad and family...
The girl i admire.... It seems that she is ignoring me...
I am not sure what is the reason..
So many painful things for me...
Haixz... hard life...
Wish My parents would DIE!!!
i know People will think i am an idiot who doesn't love his parents..
But is it fair to see them suffer every single day...
Dad has no toe and has a lot of sickness..
Mum has knee problem... she always say it is painful...
it is not easy for me to look at them every single day..
MUM and DAD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
but... i am sorry i have to wish for this..
Is because i love you So Much that i have to wish this for you :'(
HARD LIFE FOR ME
BUT AS I SAY I WILL SMILE NO MATTER WHAT.... :)
I have choices to be sad... or to forget those pain and smile :)
I choose forget those Pain and Smile :)
From now on i will smile no matter how painful and hurting it is...
Wish the girl i admire now is with me ....
~*KuMaR*~26
