Today morning i was at home, thinking about tomorrows soccer tournament
aiming to be Champs.
Then i receive a SMS saying "there would be training today afternoon"
So i when for the "training" there were some people over there using the field
so we asked them if we could have a match with them.
I didn't play for the first match though because i was a bit lazy.
after the match was over we had another match.
This time i played because the team was a bit challenging.
I had fun playing against team.
i assisted one beautiful goal, Nearly scored a goal.
then i became a bit piss off since my team didn't play well.
Conceding more then 4 goals.
So i decided to become the goalkeeper.
I saved a lot of goals and broke then attacking ways.
nearly got injured well trying to save on a 2 on 1 situation.
Manage to keep a clean sheet though.
But was just a bit disappointed with the team and myself.
Just feeling so down this few weeks or months.
I am really trying my best to smile and stay positive
but i can't, i keep falling down.
It just to hard to live in a place and world like mine.
Where all the odds are against you.
This few weeks it has been raining heavily as it rain i walk under rain
As the rain hits my face and touches the ground so as my tears.
I have never gave up you no matter what.
I just want to see you smile that is all with him.
That is why i am not fighting for you now.
For now he can make you smile not me.
I can't do anything to make you smile.
But i know you are trying to fade me away from your life
If that makes you happy, i will fade myself away from your life.
But let you know, I will never fade you away from my life no matter what.
~*KuMaR*~*26*~*NaHdA*~
